Devyn sighed quietly to himself, knowing what Esca was saying was very true. How could he be friends with Ana again, if he was still hurt, and didn't know if he could forgive her for breaking his heart, leaving him all alone? His mind was telling him he couldn't, but his heart was fighting him on it. In his heart, he felt as though there was a chance that he could forgive her, but eventually the rational side of his mind and heart began to work together. A frown appeared once more on his face, and he played with his food as he thought. Finally after Taking a quick drink to distract himself from playing with his food, Devyn glances at his boyfriend once more. "How do you do it Esca? Or, how DID you do it I should say. I know its not easy. Farnath knows Ive tried just forgetting her, but it almost seems like its not possible.."
A small, thankful smile played on the dark haired young man's lips and he reached over and gently took his boyfriends hand, squeezing it just a bit. His eyes and his touch were probably doing a better job of relaying his thanks to his boyfriend than words could do at this moment. It meant the world to him that Esca was going to support him, no matter what choice he made. After a few moments of silence he said, "Oh you odn't have to worry about that Esca. My head is already telling me this is a bad idea. My heart on the other hand, wants me to go for it. So, I guess I'll go for it and just hope for the best? Knowing that it might not work out though does certainly put a damper on things.."
Blue eyes searched Esca's own and he quickly shook his head. "No, you aren't being mean. I understand exactly what you are saying, and I'm honestly grateful to have someone to talk to this about, someone who cares enough to tell me what I need to hear, not what I WANT to hear." Eating a small forkful of food, he listened to what his boyfriend said next, and couldn't help but chuckle just a bit, rolling his eyes playfully. "Well that's good to know, because honestly, I always feel like I want to show off our relationship. Then I remember neither of us are really the showing off type.." Of course, he was only teasing. They could be what they wanted here, and no one would judge them for it. Ok, well, some people might, but the majority of people would just let them go about their business and not care much.
"Esca, I don't know what I would do without you sometimes, I really don't. You are always there to talk some sense in to me if I need it, or just listen if I need to vent. I can only hope that I am there for you as much as you are for me."
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