It had been a few days since the feast. A few days since he'd seen Mul'rec again after so many turns apart. While he was glad to see his friend, their conversation had left Sid'nis....It had left him a lot of things. Mainly, though, it had left him rather irritated, more so angry, at himself for all things he was feeling. He tried to tell himself that he needed to stop thinking about it. Yes, he thought he had moved on and the fact that he hadn't fully was discovered that night at the Feast.
After a few days he had hoped that he'd be able to just move on....but he hadn't. He was still irritated at himself and the fact that he allowed a man like Mul'rec to become so...ingrained in him. If he could just wash the man out like soap from his hair he would, but of course it wasn't that easy.
Sitting in his apartment stewing on his irritations wasn't going to help anything either. He'd promised to not drink and while that was the first thing he wanted to do, he was going to keep his promise. However, and perhaps it was a bit bad of him, he hadn't promised to not enjoy other things that could alter his mood. He'd enjoyed some of the stronger smokes before, but he knew there was something out there even stronger than those smokes that he'd never dared to try before. Joy Plant.
It had been surprisingly easier to get a hold of some than he thought it would be, though, it wasn't exactly illegal to have either. Still, he felt a bit of a thrill at getting some and the thought of trying it...which was much better than the feelings he had been having. Once he had it, he took himself to the lake to simply enjoy the weather that was nice. He found a spot near the shore and sat down. For right now he just got out one of his normal smokes and just looked at the little tin. Sid didn't realize that there was someone coming up to him at that point.